You Are: 30% Dog, 70% Cat |
You and cats have a lot in common. You're both smart and in charge - with a good amount of attitude. However, you do have a very playful side that occasionally comes out! |
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- Jan 10 Sat 2009 21:55
Are You More Cat or Dog?
- Jan 10 Sat 2009 21:51
What Breed of Cat Are You?
You Are a Ragdoll Cat |
You are extremely cute and cuddly. You are downright adorable. Your personality matches your exterior. You are very laid back and sweet. You don't really like the outdoors. You prefer to stay inside where it's cozy. Luckily, you are the perfect houseguest. You are polite and obedient. |
- Jan 08 Thu 2009 20:48
〈Au Revoir〉
有些時候,我們難免會陷在一段難以割捨的關係中。或許是身體上的依戀,也可能是心靈上的寄託。心中明明知道這並不是自己想追求的,但還是捨不得。
今早我作了個夢,夢見小捲的飼料之一發霉了。他還有其他牌的飼料(小捲:馬麻…我什麼時候出現了這麼多乾乾,我都不知道!快拿給我吃!!),可是那包中出現了白白的菌絲。我想把發霉的部份清掉,其他留著,但一打開,看到整包乾乾在清掉發霉的部份之後,其他部份仍沾染著白白的孢子。我知道,沒有辦法留著了!只能倒掉。
醒來,我彷彿了解了些什麼。飼料的夢,彷彿代表著一種關係的解釋:有些時候,因為珍惜一段情誼,我們會想要把腐敗的部份剜去,留下健康、完好的部份。能夠救的話是最好,但不行的話……真的要整個丟掉了。只有好好地揮別過去之後,才能敞開心,迎接接下來進入生命中的事物。抓著過往不放,最後,仍然要放掉,只是腐敗的程度多寡而已。
縱使前塵往事的幽魂仍糾纏不清,我們仍有權力拒絕那些不再適合自己的關係,拒絕讓它們繼續消耗自己的生命。這與割裂、否認自己曾經歷的過去不一樣。只有清楚地認知到:「這段關係並不適合我,我不想再跟你玩了!」然後,祝福對方。我們才能從中真正地釋放自己。
Au Revoir!
- Dec 30 Tue 2008 23:49
疾病的祝福
你知道嗎,醫院是一個很奇妙的地方。生與死、疾病與康復,但在當中,我們總能看到些值得好好思索的地方。
不知道從什麼時候開始,我開始覺得疾病是一種祝福。因為它讓我們有了慢下來、對現在生活省思的機會。這次爸爸開刀,我總覺得對現在的我、乃至整 個家,都是一個轉機。奇異的是,心裡並不會為了爸爸的病況擔憂,冥冥中有聲音在告訴我:一切安好,在上天的安排下,不會有事。
倒是看著爸媽互動中,無意流露的小小細節,會觸動心中柔軟的部份。媽媽雖然平常總唸著爸爸怎樣怎樣地,但當爸爸說手指麻的時候,媽媽在病床旁輕揉著爸爸的雙手、用小方巾緩慢而溫柔地拭著爸爸的額頭……。我看著這些小事情,心中滿滿的,而淚…好像有潰堤的前兆。
有很多事情,好像總在夫妻之間流轉,即使親如兒女、孫兒,也不一定能介入。
就因為人與人之間的互動是這麼的細緻、這麼地有趣,雖然我對於醫院的混亂能量仍然敏感,待在裡面的時間,好像也不那麼難以忍受了。
- Nov 20 Thu 2008 04:43
隨筆1117
星期天的誠品,請他為寄給K的CD寫些話,權充鼓勵。臨分別時,因為他說:「我覺得願意分享給別人的人,自己一定有成長的空間。」頓時欲泫。在廣陌的台北,因為這麼一句話,終於不感孤單,而被理解;也因為這輕輕的一句話,終於理解:自己能夠付出,是件很幸福的事。
或許不必強求,硬要符合框架,寫出些什麼。我想照著本心走。若我的文字,能帶給他人些許撫慰,將接收來的愛,轉化、給予--從而提供他人支持,那對我而言,會是極美的祝福。
- Oct 30 Thu 2008 07:38
〈More than Lyrics - Angel〉
我相信冥冥之中有天使照拂著我,
當我墜落谷底、極目四望而無力走出困境;
當我喪失對自己的信心;
當我,為過往的傷口所苦,如有荊棘扎在心頭……
我總會獲得指引,不管是以任何形式。
I know I am deeply beloved, I appreciate that.
And I can share those precious love with others.
Yes, that's what I am here for.
- Oct 30 Thu 2008 05:40
〈Wondering〉
只是單純的不想動。
看著身旁認識或不認識的人們,像打字機*般不喘息的過著生活,
但我並不想跟著他們。
或者,我沒有力氣和他們一樣。
當然心中會焦急,為了自己的不合群而無措,
但應著社會期待走,我又不能找到滿足。
所以我決定:在修復好之前,
我不動、不勉強自己和大家一樣,動。
或許,這時候應該聽〈飄浮手風琴〉,
飄浮著、漫遊著、思索著
勾勒、寫下屬於我的,明確未來。
- Oct 21 Tue 2008 06:08
〈靨足-寫在1019黃建為首唱會之後〉
一直覺得自己很幸運,
總能在每一個或徬徨或孤寂的轉角,找到溫柔的陪伴
無論是書店中順手買下的書、逸入耳中的音樂,
或是風吹過樹林的低語……
而建為的歌,無疑的是旅途中遇見的撫慰之一
- Oct 19 Sun 2008 07:14
〈斷簡 - By the River Piedra I Sat down and Wept〉
= vi =
" Miracles occur all around us, signs from God show us the way, angel plead to be heard, but we pay little attention to them because we have been tought that we must follow certain formula and rules if we want to find God. We do not recognize that God is whenever we alow Him/Her to enter."
" Spiritual experience is above all a pratical experience of love. And with love, there are no rules."
" The more we love, the closer we come to spiritual experience."
= vii =
" True love is an act of total surrender."
- Oct 16 Thu 2008 08:00
〈句號後面〉
- Oct 11 Sat 2008 23:11
〈Just Lyrics- クラゲ、流れ星〉
- Oct 11 Sat 2008 02:03
〈Just Lyrics- Way Back Into Love〉
Well, I'd just wanted to leave a copy of the songs I love.
It's interesting that almost every song that touches me is LOVE song. But the meaning of "love" are not merely confined in those female-male relationship. Maybe I should state more clearly: the feelings they describe which touches me is about love.
"Way back into love" is the same. According to my understanding, it's a song which describes to find a way that our mind are able to communicate with our soul again. It's the way back into love. It's not hard, but how many people are willing to do this, or to sense that we need to Re-member who we are, go back into love?
- Oct 11 Sat 2008 00:33
〈Just Lyrics- Better Together〉
I remembered I had been listening In Between dreams in 05's summer, just before I went to Paris.
It was a quiet night with typhoon had just left Taiwan. The weather is chill, like autumn. I bent by the wall. I smelled ocean which is produced by Jack Johnson's music. And that feeling became the theme song of that summer. Yes, that was a summer day I would never forget.
And now, years had passed, it's 2008. When I listened to this song, suddenly those memories poured in while the song plays.
- Oct 09 Thu 2008 19:10
〈Just Lyrics-帶我走(心戀主題曲)〉
明明呀,對方是什麼都看不到的情況,還是會在遇到某一首歌的時候被觸動。
索性把歌一併歸入這邊,將來方便歸類、存檔。
說得輕輕巧巧,但心中的鬱結,或許只有嚥下再咳出的人知道,
那是什麼樣的存在。
- Oct 05 Sun 2008 21:17
〈愛情.旅館〉